Well, it's been a while since I last blogged. My life now, nothing much special either. Getting busier than before in my work which i sorely need right now. For what you'll ask. For me to get my mind in the way. Months after the break up, I started to think, what is our status right now? friends and close one asked about the same question. well.. all i can say, it's complicated. Stuck in the middle of being friends and couple. I don't know what it is exactly, to be honest.. hmm... All I can think is my feeling to him is still the same. damn.. A friend of us asked, then why you don't take any action? All i can say, nothing i can do right now. I'm helpless and lost. So lost... and I really don't know what to do. All i get were things goes out of tracks, what happen had happened.. What do you expect me to do? I told myself that, if I'm the person that he wish to spend his life together, he would take the initiative and conquer our problem.
We still text each other. He told me about his day, I talked about mine. And we both missed each other so much. yet there's nothing that i can do. I hate it this way.
Hey, how i wish you could turn around and see how much we had been through for the past couple years. I've got so much things to say to you. so much things to ask.. Do we have to get the second chance? I'm willing to face all the problem with you together but will you? How I wish you could see this..
