久违的部落...

不好意思大家...
好久没更新部落...
说是工作太忙,没时间更新..
其实有时只是纯粹不想更新..
呵呵...不好意思 (偷偷躲起来)
来说说这阵子的心情吧..
其实这阵子,头脑清晰许多.
或许是因为,对人,对事已有不同的看法与想法..
最近领悟到: 心静,世界就自然平静....
也因为身边的人事物,让我很清楚知道,
自己应该要怎么去面对这些琐事..
爱情,亲情,都一样..
最近喜欢就赖在书局看看一些书,
就好比今天，去了趟书局，看中了一本书
吴若权作，名为[爱，错在哪里？]
里面写了很多关于大家所谓的[爱]

什么是爱? 什么又是爱错于爱对?
无条件的爱? 有目的的爱?
人该为爱结婚? 还是为结婚而结婚?
爱,到底错在哪里?

呵呵..还没看完, 就因为要赶去机场所以就走了..
本人觉得那么书很有意思..
看了那本书,会有很多很多的感想,感慨..
等买了它,看完了然后再更详细的告诉你们..
是值得一看的一本书.. 如果有机会,不凡可以去看看这本书..很有意思哦...

It's complicated

Well, it's been a while since I last blogged. My life now, nothing much special either. Getting busier than before in my work which i sorely need right now. For what you'll ask. For me to get my mind in the way. Months after the break up, I started to think, what is our status right now? friends and close one asked about the same question. well.. all i can say, it's complicated. Stuck in the middle of being friends and couple. I don't know what it is exactly, to be honest.. hmm... All I can think is my feeling to him is still the same. damn.. A friend of us asked, then why you don't take any action? All i can say, nothing i can do right now. I'm helpless and lost. So lost... and I really don't know what to do. All i get were things goes out of tracks, what happen had happened.. What do you expect me to do? I told myself that, if I'm the person that he wish to spend his life together, he would take the initiative and conquer our problem. 

We still text each other. He told me about his day, I talked about mine. And we both missed each other so much. yet there's nothing that i can do. I hate it this way.

Hey, how i wish you could turn around and see how much we had been through for the past couple years. I've got so much things to say to you. so much things to ask.. Do we have to get the second chance? I'm willing to face all the problem with you together but will you? How I wish you could see this..